I have one Ariel doll in box left first person to PayPal $30 plus $6 shipping to info@shellymartinez.org get it!  I can autograph it and/or personalize it :)

This will be my second year competing for the Lunacy Cup and I'm gonna win it!  Last year Mariah Moreno won but this year I think it's my turn.  Step aside bitches, I bite! Click the pic above for ticket info.

 

Things get a little emotional this week on #savewrestling the podcast.  It's been quite the summer and now that summer has come to an end it's time to take all those lessons and apply them to my everyday life.  I cried, I laughed and let go during this broadcast.  Love to hear your thoughts!  After you give it a listen feel free to post your comments below.

 

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I came home from Costa Rica on a Wednesday, had Thursday off then headed to the airport on Friday to good old Canada.  I'm glad the original Lyft fella no showed me because the fella who took me to the airport was a delight to talk to.  Long story short it's still cheaper to take to Tobias van.  I look forward to sharing my journey in Canada with Jake the Snake, Tatanka and Jon Bolen. 

Our first stop was a signing at a flea market.  I had too much fun filming Jake and Tatanka.  They are both so different but equally as intriguing.  What a blessing my life is that I am allowed to trespass into the lives of those who paved the way.  I freakin' LOVE WRESTLING!  I am such a nerd and didn't bring my gimmicks BROTHER!  I remember before I left the house I grabbed my VOC Nation pictures just in case.  You see, sometimes promoters have 8x10's for me and other times I bring my own.  I could've sworn they were going to supply them but alas I was wrong LOL.

 

I have had some technical difficulties that have hindered my updates but I'm finally back on track!  It's crazy how long ago my Canada trip seems but in reality it was only a few weekends ago.  In life we all have set backs but it's all about how you pick yourself up and move forward that counts.  I know that sometimes the bumps in the road seem like the end of the world but it always works out in the end.  I've been through a lot this summer and I praise God for all that He has shown me, taught me and continues to teach me-even when I don't like the circumstances.  Lean not on my own understanding but darn it sometimes situations hurt.  I needed to see Jon Bolen my amigo, my REAL friend.  I will take the words he shared with me about my struggles and keep them close to my heart. 

 

 

 

Ay, ay, ay what a trip!  I stand by my decision in this video and I'm pretty sure I will never eat fruit and cheese from the airport again.  I can't believe I threw up!  It funny watching this video now, you see the roller coaster of a day right before your eyes.  Moral of the story?  A day may consist of tears, heart break, love, inspiration and throwing up but it all truly does work out in the end.

The last day of The Gathering and what a day.  I will always be grateful for this experience and think it's so radical that I got to manage Brian and Paul.  Take that world!  I wish I had gotten more footage but during my down time my phone's storage was full.  I dropped the ball...again.  It's all bueno though because after I dropped the ball on this one I changed my formula.  I know carry 3 devices that I used to record and make sure all of them have storage and battery.  The more you know...ding! Once again I would like to thank Kevin Gill and the Insane Clown Posse for having me be apart of their psychopathic world. 

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Houses October Built....I'm telling you!

Day 3 at The Gathering I was able to accomplished what WWE, TNA and other independent promotions said NO! to.  What a day!  I totally owned my energy and feel completely blessed that I was able to manage Brian "Spanky" Kendrick and Paul London at JCW.  Thank you Kevin Gill for always having my back and giving me opportunities.  I hope you enjoyed what I did in both the girls show and at JCW because my performance what a gift to you for making it work. Thank you ICP for having me come rassle at your HUGE event and making the little Shelly glow inside.  I got my wish and here I am in Costa freakin' Rica writing about it while Riders on the Storm is on.  It started to rain as I'm writing this, magical.  I love my life and though I may not be where I want to be I know around the corner more magical moments lie ahead.  I feel it and I am ready now more than ever to take the ball and run with it.  ONE Love!

 

I had quite the adventure last week at The Gathering of the Juggalos.  It's so interesting to revisit all this footage here in the rainforest away from all distracts.  When I was going through all my videos I felt like I was watching someone else's life.  I learned so much during that trip!  Through that learning experience I gain a sense of confidence that was foreign to me.  The way I feel today, right now as I type this is NOT the gal I see in these videos.  I don't mean it in a negative way.  Last week was the beginning of me discovering answers I've been waiting to find.  When the answers came, closure followed.  When I look at this footage I see a Shelly needs closure so she can move forward and I'm proud to say I have.

 



 



I had so much fun at Rude Boys kick off party!  When I got booked to co-host the event I knew I needed a special dress.  I'm glad it all worked out because I seriously think this was THEE perfect dress for this occasion.  I swear I think I lost 10 LBS of sweat!  I danced the night, or should I say morning away.  Unfortunately there was a "situation" at the party.  It's #kayfabe. I wished I didn't have to #kayfabe you but I have to respect people's privacy.  What's not #kayfabe is the outcome left me with more answers and reminders to be aware.  Everything that was supposed to happen that night both good and bad where totally meant. 

 



 

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