I had quite the adventure last week at The Gathering of the Juggalos. It's so interesting to revisit all this footage here in the rainforest away from all distracts. When I was going through all my videos I felt like I was watching someone else's life. I learned so much during that trip! Through that learning experience I gain a sense of confidence that was foreign to me. The way I feel today, right now as I type this is NOT the gal I see in these videos. I don't mean it in a negative way. Last week was the beginning of me discovering answers I've been waiting to find. When the answers came, closure followed. When I look at this footage I see a Shelly needs closure so she can move forward and I'm proud to say I have.
I had so much fun at Rude Boys kick off party! When I got booked to co-host the event I knew I needed a special dress. I'm glad it all worked out because I seriously think this was THEE perfect dress for this occasion. I swear I think I lost 10 LBS of sweat! I danced the night, or should I say morning away. Unfortunately there was a "situation" at the party. It's #kayfabe. I wished I didn't have to #kayfabe you but I have to respect people's privacy. What's not #kayfabe is the outcome left me with more answers and reminders to be aware. Everything that was supposed to happen that night both good and bad where totally meant.